inloudthoughts:

«I haven’t stopped loving you. But it’s a different love. I carry you with me but I have come to terms that some people don’t belong in my life and you are one of them.»

—D. M.

haikyuuii:

- “IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!”
- “you arent mad at me right? Oh my god you are! IM SORRY”
- “is this my for me? Can I use this? Can I drink this? Can I-”
- “pls help me make this decision for me”
- “do what you please!!!” “What if that makes everyone mad at me”
-studying people intensely because you are afraid you might do something that will make them mad
- Saying something in a tone louder than usual and feeling like this is your last day alive
- low self stem
- feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted after expressing any sort of feeling and crying right after that
- when someone talks or does something in an attitude thats not usual from them and Knowing That It’s Your Fault
- “i dont deserve this why are you doing this for me”
- not knowing the difference between a joke, sarcasm, and passive aggressive speech
- unhealthily clinging to anyone who’s remotely nice to you
- not knowing what to say NEVER
- not knowing how to react to compliments, nice words, genuine care or anything like that and feeling incredibly sick at the thought of someone genuinely loving you
- Crying.
- having to explain every single movement and word you do and say to literally anyone
- being really good at lying and pretending as a survival strategy
- Not living, surviving.
- calculating and overthinking everything you do and say, the time you say it, how you say it, the expression you have when you say it, your voice tone…everything
- getting panic attacks over the tiniest things
- unhealthily clinging to fictional characters and shows
- lack of energy to do anything because you use a lot of effort in every single movement you do
- “im useless”
- when someone compliments you on something and you needing to be Perfect at it because then you dont have any reason to live
- intrusive thoughts
- Perfectionism
- Over sensitiveness
- “It’s my fault.”
- not knowing how to react about criticism
- Isolation
- getting startled when someone touches you
- being hyperaware of your surroundings and at the same time having no time and space perception
- believing everything everyone says
- Feeling like any day is your last day